Worried
If I can't do well
Pressuring myself
By reducing the snooze-off time
Promise myself to really focus
After the big mouth-fight competition
But end up
Again
The eleventh-hour preparation.
This time I panicked
I made my mind gonna strive this time
Perhaps getting rid of loosing-out feeling
or try to win in a battle with the enemy
For the first time in past three years
I want to be the top and not the bottom.
But when the dark take over the sky
I wanna give up
Maybe I shouldn't pray for something I couldn't achieve
But there's another voice
Telling me there's much to do
Time is running out
I faced discouragement
But there's another voice
Telling me I still have time before it starts
Never give up.
Thus I decided
Recharge energy in the day
and burn my brain cells together with the midnight oil
It's tough at first
But I just can't do revision in the day
There's too much distractions.
So there it goes
Left out an essay while chemically bonded with the first paper.
Attacked tons of brain cells in remembering 24 kementerian under JPM
Plus solving math problems in the second
Hit by a revenge of a disastrous headache in the third
Loosing another essay on heart diseases.
Widened my eyes for the fourth, fifth and sixth paper
As they are confusing enough to drive me to a delusion.
Enjoyed the seventh paper by figuring out methods to get solutions
But careless mistakes swallowed my time for the last question.
And for the last paper of the week
I have much time left as I hardly know all
Now I know why I'm drown in blood plasma
Because water is a universal solvent.
So now i wait
For the next three days of exam
Decided
To put more effort for it
Yet now I just wanna have some fun.
