Never Cherish.

Conflicts at work
Push me too hard to the edge
My boss is dominating, dictating
My colleagues keep matters to themselves
Without confidence standing in this battle field
I always know there is one person being there for me
I just barely cherish him.

Indulge in negative emotions
I cried and sound devastated on the line to him
Never the first time, I cut the conversation again
Used to his tenderness and care
I ignore his numerous phone calls after
I always know there is one person being there for me
I just barely cherish him.

Meet up with him after work
I throw tantrums on him, release tensions
He just kindly ask what happened
Give me presents, a few drawings of me
Saying there will be more for me
I always know there is one person being there for me
I just barely cherish him.

His two older pretty cousins come up to him
Asking him out for a chat
I wait alone for him at his house
Share religious views with his relatives
Complain about my working life to a friend
I always know there is one person being there for me
I just barely cherish him.

He come back with his cousins
They look sulky, shifting their eyes at me
I know they must have told him something
Holding his hands tight, walk with him back to work
Pestering him with suspicions and questions
I always know there is one person being there for me
I just barely cherish him.

He give me answers finally
I want a break up, he speak out
Heartbreaking, I cry and yell at him
Why didn't you break up with me earlier
When I haven't love you this much
I always know there is one person being there for me
I just barely cherish him.

I missed how he looked at me in the eyes
I wish to get his phone calls again
I never told him I love his drawings of me
I loved the way he held my hands tightly
Staying with me no matter how his family rejected me
I always knew there is one person being there for me
I just never cherish him.